Finding Your Inner Goddess

This past week’s energy after the New Moon in Gemini has been insane. it’s been a roller coaster of finding me. And I know the collective divine feminine energy has been doing the same thing. It’s like we’ve been working subconsciously on being the Goddesses we know we are however finding ourselves pulled back by society. This week has been a week of seeing where the push and pull comes from and who we wish to be without all the noise.

Working on boundaries and figuring out who it is between all of my personas that I want to be in charge, has been huge for me. Remembering that I am not my trauma, I am not what society says, I am who I want to be and I need to begin being her everyday.

It’s been a difficult journey of unlearning the nonsense of this world and forgiving myself for allowing so much. You don’t realize how much you allow until it’s time to heal and really look at yourself. Forgiving yourself for building those things into norms and belittling yourself in every single moment. I’ve been fortunate enough to have a gracious higher self, who is patient and extremely loving and works with a very kind spiritual team because if it was up to ego, she’d be pissed off af because it’s taken 30 years too long to embrace my inner Goddess.

However with time and nearing the end of my Saturn Return everything seems to make sense again. It’s all coming together, the shadow work, the very high highs and very low lows, embracing it all and just being present. I honestly never thought I’d get to this point where I am so kind to myself, it’s been way to long.

I am doing a 30 day be your inner goddess challenge to embrace and embody her mainly because this is what I have been manifesting. To learn that what I want wants me too and that as long as I believe in myself that anything is possible. Also it takes 21 days for something to become a habit so this should be an amazing turn of events.

If you need guidance I am always here with the tools I have been given and found through my spiritual team, I believe entirely that we all have the answers inside of us however a lot of us still need help in the first few steps and that is ok.

Remember it’s ok to still not know, to feel confused and to still be learning because that’s what life is about.

Love, light, progress and everything in between 🌻✨💛🦋