Self Love

In the past few months, maybe even years my view of self love has changed drastically. And it’s always been small little realizations that cause these changes. How I wear my heart on my sleeve and get shocked in a split second when people show their realness. And mind you we all have both Ying and Yang, dark and light, bad and good. If you think you don’t, you’re an imbecile(mind my annoyance) however we all have the capacity to be good and bad and we choose which side we show on a every moment basis. We choose which part of ourselves we access and it also has a lot to do with how much you actually know yourself.

Self love has so many factors, how you take care of yourself physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually and energetically. If one is out of balance it affects the others. Like how you could have a sore throat and it’s linked more to the fact that you aren’t speaking up for yourself or speaking your truth. How your chakras if not aligned, cause illness and then you’re shocked the same things keep popping up yet you think modern medicine will help you.

I’ve learnt I’m extremely open hearted when it comes to people in general, which basically means if you’re not an acquaintance then I care a little too much about you and that leads to me caring what you think about me. This has allowed me to learn that as non-intentional as it may be, the seed you water the most becomes you and as much as you might want the world to think you’re not inherently black hearted doesn’t mean shit. Because shit is still shit even with sprinkles.

However my takeaway is I have been the shit to someone else’s sprinkles more than once in my life, so people can’t be faulted for small mistakes. The difference comes when it keeps happening and my efforts in my reality(my movie where I am the lead role) aren’t seen.

This small rant was just to say that we need to look after ourselves first, take care of our hearts. If we expect to be good and to attract good, we need to be transparent to ourselves and not gaslight ourselves in moments. Giving ourselves opportunities to heal for each phase of our lives and notice where we’re wrong as well.

Finding yourself without the noise of the things that have happened to you or understanding those things a bit more allows you to see the world in brighter colours.

Love, light, progress and everything in between

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